Mistakes

It would be good if, for once, I could learn to control myself. I feel now I have lost someone completely due to finding it too hard to control my feelings. I should have not sent another message and let myself have some more time. I've pushed her away even further and she is probably even more hurt by me. She was in a fragile state already and I've just gone and made it worse. She is right. It is always about me no matter how hard I try. I doubt she will ever want to talk to me again. It all just seems too much. I have nothing but love for her.